A very smart girlie told me one of her observations. She
said ‘did you notice we do most of our living in the first half of our lives? I
mean having children, travelling, getting jobs it all happens before you’re
fifty years old. So what do we do with the rest of our lives?’
I think that I have a superpower. It’s horribly corny but
I’ll write it anyway because I think it’s one of my more inspired thoughts. I
have the super power of youth. It’s the reason for the disparity between the
living that goes on during our youth compared to the rest of our lives. When we’re
young then life has an infinite supply of energy. We’re speeding from activity
to adventure and back again, collecting curious anecdotes as we go.
All young people are super heroes and we have to make the
clichéd choice between using our powers for ‘good’ or ‘evil’, being a ‘hero’ or
‘villain’. Naturally our parents try to steer us towards the ‘hero’ direction
but in every epic tale there comes a moment when Dumbledore’s no longer looking
over their shoulder. Instead we have to decide for ourselves. There are the
people who decide to spend their youth abandoning those morals. It may be
through common crimes that come with a tangible sentence or manipulation and
abuse that come with abstract consequences. Eventually they have to come down
from the high. Their super power is gone, the energy left in the tank is finite
and they have to question their ‘good time’.
Adults (I use the term not to define an age bracket but to
define a group of people past their superhero prime) use the term ‘wasted
youth’ far too often. They stare at ‘today’s generation’ with judgemental looks
and warning glances. But to be completely honest those two words used in
conjunction are my main fear. What if I look back in ten years time only
to think to myself ‘I could’ve done so much more’? These years are meant to be
the best; we can sleep in until noon without anyone hounding us about being
pathetic or lazy, we can stay out all night and make it through the next day
without a nap and best of all we can say all of our dreams out loud without
people responding with scepticism. Really I think it’s the prospect of having
regrets that I fear.
So, I’m trying to appreciate my youth. I don’t drink too
much and I don’t think that a packet of cigarettes and some potato chips is
really a substitute for breakfast. I want to be in good physical shape so I can
keep on having wonderful heroic adventures. Hopefully I can look back on these
adventures with a sense of pride one day rather than regret. I can’t keep on
using the excuse of time to not live fully. One day when I’m sitting around in
the retirement home playing bridge it’s going to be these stories that I’m making
today, tomorrow and next week that I’ll be telling. I don’t want to have any
regrets.
Oh and I've been reading 'One Day'. That book has inspired my thinking. It really is amazing.






